I feel like I dont have friends in this city.
Hi 29M turning 30 in 2 months. I am married. I love my wife. She is my world. We both live away from our parents. So we can be together as a married couple and we are Double Income No Kids kind of couple.
She has her friend group and she does with them at times either with me or without. However I dont have those friends here in this city where I can hang out with or without her.
So her friend group is my friend group. I do love them as well. They interact with me. We all poke fun at one another. We always have a good time.
I just dont understand why I feel this level of loneliness? I have these friends or my wife's friends. It just feels like if lets say my wife were to pass. I'd be alone in this city. They would not be my friends if she wasn't there.
Note: Plenty of instances where in my wife leaves me with her friends and it is never awkward. I love listening to how diverse they all are. In their interests, their hobbies, how they view themselves and other. They are genuinely lovely people.