Became worse after skillboost.
Little bit long rant ill.try to keep it short.
-12 days ago while I was playing and warming up, ive noticed i had a sudden skillboost which led me to getting good scores which I couldnt have done before (clearing with a 95%+ on 9th and 10th DAN practice packs that were mid/high+ even few low-end alpha maps from a pack.). // Just for context im.not just playing dans but i usually find maps from alpha-gamma packs and lower the rate and practice on them which helped me
-Things went quite smooth, even the next day was quite consistent and i felt confident so i kept playing familiar maps and kept suprising myself with new scores.
Decided to take a day break, so after it i started preparing to go from 8th dan to 9th dan and ive gotten 95.85% which before ive failed every run, after it i decided if was enough and didnt open o!m since.
-But after taking another day off i suddenly got really bad at the game. My usual warmup maps felt harder, i avoided same maps from the packs id usually play to avoid mindblock but ive done maps then with familiar patterns. Jumpstreams and trills just werent feeling comfortable and they were weird to me, while i just couldnt read any handstreams at all. Jacks, speed and tech felt impossible.
-I thought it was a burnout so i stopped for 3 days. Came back, things gotten worse. I dont believe i got rusty, as usually during a skillboost i keep the consistency very well so this felt unusual. Lower star rating maps felt so hard, and i even tried maps i had really good scores on months ago i performed very bad on them even after a good 1h+ warmup and "derust" attempt. This has been going for 6 days now and ive never felt so dissapointed in myself, it makes me drop the game. I dont know what to do