r/osumania

PS: Offline play i played on my parent's house computer during my visit lol......

WYSI

Hi guys,

It's been a while since I became an accuracy player. Back in September of 2025, I saw that one of my play, which was an SS, got lower score than a non SS play on the leaderboard. Turned out, my ratio was really bad back then, so out of both aspiration and envy, I set my heart on becoming a good acc player. Over the months, my acc and ratio have progressively gotten better and better, and I had a lot of fun, for a while. As I started getting better at acc, I also began constantly forcing myself to set scores that are too far above from my respective capability. Moreover, I have been stubbornly retrying maps over and over again until I reach those determined scores, which I then move on from to another map and redo the process again. I might not have realized it, but things have gotten less fun overtime.

As of recent, that terrible mentality coupled with my already existing mental problems have completely stripped away almost all the fun I have for acc. What used to be casual joy of getting good ratio now feels like a self-imposed chore (which it completely is). I have tried a few times to improve my mentality, but I always end up regressing back to that same old habit. I, however, have decided that I will feed into this habitude no longer. I made up my mind and would take an indefinite hiatus from mania accuracy as a whole. I won't quit VSRG entirely, but I will make sure to only play what I actually enjoy and not fall back on the old way of playing again. I would also like to switch to standard in the meantime since I have found quite some enjoyment in it.

I hope that you all are doing well in what you truly love playing and good luck to all those aspired to achieve greatness. Don't be like me.

Best regards,

Reddit acc guy

john epsilon

with HR (Hard Rock) mod, so the judgement (timing window) is harder

Seriously, the rhythm of Notes is hard to understand, there's a lot of information, and it's hard to look in the middle, so I accidentally looked down and made mistakes, which was frustrating. So, I set it up like this and it solved the problem! But it seems like it will take some time to get used to this play style.

i never expected this session to be insane since i js choked a S both signicial's alpha and DDMythical's beta dan, im unsure to even 93 ts let alone above but i wouldve gotten an S if it werent for the stamina, i lost 2% on alpha and 1.5% on beta but still this score is insane for me im so crine i js cleared 10th dan before😭😭😭