u/DisastrousChemist833

I used to gamble in games when I was a kid. I ran my own casino in habbo hotel when I was 9. I gambled in Runescape. These all have a part in my addiction.

However, the real damage is done in the last 1.5 yrs. I was under high financial pressure. Still am. Got married. She found out about 9 months befote marrying. Promised her to never do it again. I managed to stay clean after that promise for about 5 months. Since then it has been downward hard. Im in debts she doesnr know about.

I have a plan. It will take me about 18 months to fully be debt free. Im escaping the conversation. I want to fix it myself, and not hurt her.

Im ~23k eur in debt. Hopefully I can make it.

Stay strong everyone. Fuck gambling.