Don't Trust too much, even a best friend betrays...
Come on guys do you have a friend you trust the most?
What if that friend just stole your girl and you didn't know? You were always together with them but you didn't know they already have something from each other?
Let's go back on my back story, I was a person who is an introvert, I usually don't talk to people I don't know, but I get really comfortable to those who I know.
I once court someone on my Highschool Years. (My first Love) My confidence back then was from my classmate because they all think that effort i gave it's impossible to be rejected, the guess what? I was rejected 3x!
Then that traumatize me loving a woman, I become a hater of woman, a hater of love, like the emotion "LOVE" has left me completely. I now think to all woman a "distraction" and they will also lead to my "destruction" so yea all woman I see are trash. Not all,especially my mother, but all that I don't know are trash, I become a misogynist.
Then I was invited to a church, in disguise of a feast. I though I could eat plenty, but instead of food I ate the word of God. I am an atheist so I don't really like those type of things, I always think I would burn alive when I entered one, but instead I continued.
Then there is a woman there, lets call her Mae, there was feeling in my heart something I have never felt before. My heart beats fast and I feel warm. I just thought of it as a normal occurance soI ignore.
Few months had passed the feeling still continues, I don't what feeling am I experiencing that time, I don't have "Love" that time,
I have made friends on the church and one of it, lets call him Carl, which enters the church 8 months after I joined. He was a fun guy, I'm an introvert but already confidence on myself. We become friends. I told him that I had a feeling to Mae, and he always teases me.
Then one day after a Sunday service he said, "Lets go and travel somewhere". I told him "where?" Then he said how about to you "Love of my life?" I smiled and said sure! I messaged Mae that we would go to her house. Because we wanna share the Gospel on her losts cousins. Everything sounds good he shared so deeply that those kids relates to all the testimony.
Then those continues for 3 weeks.
A problem occured on Mae's life, she got a problem financially, mentally and physically due to stress and overworking. So I am there to comfort her. Tell them to get enough sleep and take care of herself.
I am also the one who provides her what she needed. I loved her so I did it all for her.
Then there is this time for to make a decision, to continue serving God, or go back to the World and away from God. I gave my best to explain to her how important being with the Ministry is. But she said "no person can make me go back, you cannot understand me fully" so I still persistently motivate her. But she still gave up and quit.
Then she said, "Come here in the house 2 of you, before I leave I atleast want to say a goodbye" I was sad that time but we still go with Carl. Then we hangout, then talk alot about memories. I was a little bit anxious because on how Carl look at Mae. Asking me weird question then smiles. But in the end it was all just a goodbye.
We leave her house, and come home say our final goodbyes. But I told her that I will always check on her even though you were away. I was already closed to her sister so I can atleast ask her for the update about her.
Then here is the part that I happen to know something. We are in an office, an office born from church. So everyone know who I like, but she now left. Asking if Im ok and Carl was one of them. I just smile and said yeah.
Then next day after the shift. I was messaged by my childhood friend, the HR of the company, she said "Have you known the news?" I said "What news?" with a smile. She said "Ill message you so go home first"
After coming home, She sent me a picture of their conversation on Tiktok, Facebook and WhatsApp.
All this time I was deceived.
They are already telling "I love you to each other" Already comfortable and already together. It started when 3 weeks after came to Mae house. And there was a chat where my picture of my was included "Look our pet"
So I am just a pet to them?
I was devastated I saw that conversation, that unbelievable news struck my heart. Carl and I are laughing and serving God together, but they are doing that while we serve God?
I came to her house because I want her to go back to the church, but It was just a disguise to just see each other. What a disgusting fellows.
In front of God, you are doing that.
I ask her sister, sent the screenshots. I was mad, I was angry. I told "what is this?" She was also shocked....
Yea that's it for now... im writing this because this thing happens today. So if you want an update just tell me. In the comments