u/Disastrous_Pain1384

so basically been a month since our relationship, it ended cos of my anger issues but yeah i had the mindset that it could never be fixed what i did was unforgivable so i thought yeah i had to move on but i really didnt so i downloaded hinge dated other girls but broke up w them in few weeks cos i was looking for her in them but i didnt hook up w them. yeah months passed by i didnt move on but me and my ex we used to block and unblock each other in every 2-3 days so yeah it was an emotional cycle for me up down up down and its been a year like this so idk what happened but i dont feel the same anymore idk why we did go physical too like twice but not like i used her for her body too i requested her that i dont wanna go physical rn cos i know its wrong when i dont feel the same, its just that my feelings faded i wasnt waiting for her calls maybe cos we fight once a week and she kept ontelling me it wont work out and i used to be obsessed that time like very obsessed i used to love her alot but it just faded because we both deserve someone better but the thing is she is liking me now and i dont know what to tell her cos she was once everything for me and i know she got a lot of family problems and if i just disappear everything will pile up on her and i dont know how to ignore that. should i move on or not i dont know man i need help like real help cos of this and our daily calls block and unblock my mental health is really going down