Mother's Day Surprise
To start, I'm madly in love with my MM. He is just as crazy for me, but like many, he has other obligations, especially on Holidays.
He gave me some cash for Mother's Day, and told me to have fun with my kids, which we did! We went to our favorite buffet, and had the best time. That was Saturday, because we wanted to spend actual Mother's Day at the beach.
We had another great time all day on the beach, and he reached out. We see each other on Sundays sometimes while we are out with our families (sometimes we hint where we might be to see if we might "run in to each other") and sometimes we say hi, sometimes not, but we always See one another. He messaged me Happy Mother's Day, and I thanked him, letting him know I was having a drink on the beach, and his message made my day, as my mind always drifts to him in those quiet moments between thoughts.
Well, about 5 hrs into the beach, I got a message about meeting up at a hotel. He couldn't wait another day to see me, and how was I to refuse?
Soon, we will have almost no time to see each other. Companies are growing, less time for personal meetings, as more eyes will be filling the place. Multiple week vacations coming during summer.... I actually tried cutting it off last week, because I seriously can't take it anymore. I really love him. So i figured I'd let him go so I could move on. Falling in love with him made me realize I do want more than just a "maintenance man". It's not fair to him, as that wasn't our agreement initially.... but it's him that can't seem to let go. He told me he loves me first. I didn't at the time, and let him know such, but slowly it grew into what it is today. I went no contact outside of work, and avoided him as much as possible, but he never allows that lol. He just let me know that he can't let me go. That he's in love with me, etc. I didn't respond to that, but I did screenshot it to read whenever I'm having a bad moment...
Anyway.
We met at the hotel, and we stayed together for 4 hours or so. It was nice to be able to get railed, kiss deeply, slowly, and soulfully, and just hold each other for awhile.
I totally didn't expect it, especially on Mother's Day where I fully expected him to stay with his wife and kids.
I cannot express the gratitude and joy I felt today. I thought back to other Holidays, and during reflection, I realized he's come to see me on most of them. I gained another layer of appreciation for him.
Idk how I'm ever going to be able to find someone that makes me feel the way he does, but it gives me hope and happiness.
Cheers to the best Mother's Day I've ever had.