u/Disciple418

Grew up in and out of Church

I had many family and friends that I did cherish.

Felt the call to preach at 18

To many people felt like they couldn't understand. And when I asked how can they tell me what to do? They've never been in my shoes nor could tell me why.

ran away from the Lord to join the army

I joined Active Duty Army in 2015 as 11x infantryman Recruit, December of 2015 I graduated as 11B infantryman

I have been to Fort Benning, Fort Stewart, Fort Lewis, Fort Drum was the last Active Duty base I was assigned to, Prior to being a U.S. Army Recruiter.

Units I have been assigned to: Echo/ 2-19INF(OSUT) 1-30th IN BN, 2-7 IN BN, 5-20 IN BN, 3-71 CAV, Southern Tier Recruiting Company.

I have been to 13 Countries: Germany, Poland, Japan, Thailand, Philippines, Palau, South Korea. Ireland, Kuwait, Syria, Jordan, Iraq, Bulgaria

I have been on one combat deployment: April 2022 to December 2022.

He allowed me to get horrible hurt( spiritually)

Durning this time frame I started swearing, drinking, watching porn, i developed pride( which is evil) among all types of things.

I was married when I was real young 21

\\- This woman was very beautiful. And at first kind.

\\- That woman hurt me, Hit me, would abuse me

\\- She had multiple affairs and would not stop

\\- she gave me multiple STDs while married

\\-she even slept with my best friend that I served with for 3 years.

\\- i was a broken man and my heart became hard.

\\- when she finally left me I was so happy.

\\- I stay because I thought it was a man was supposed to do. Married for life

\\- I did things in secret that nobody knew. I hid alot of shame and sin

Second marriage-

I met a woman who had a daughter. I felt free and fell in love with being a Husband and Father.

\\- many magical and wonderful memories.

\\- I wanted to move mountains for her.

\\- on deployment kept in contact went the extra mile.( I'd call every night not on patrol, I would get 4 hrs of sleep)

\\- I did not talk about my abuse to my Second wife.

It was a fairytale marriage.

\\- many moments of love and laughter and silliness.

\\- after deployment my second wife slowly started doing things differently. Slowly stopped wanting sex, slowly stopped being emotionally open, even hated me.

\\- she asked what happened and eventually I told her. My 1st wife would ask for space and go out and cheat on me. 2 weeks late my second wife asked for space and hated me for like 2 weeks.

\\- Durning this time frame all the pain broke me

And all this doubt and anger, and confusion was so great i would lock up and go silent. Followed by out bursts of random questions. I truly loved her but I was always wrestling with all this. Day in and day out.

\\- many moments of drinking where she would break things and she would talk about how everyone she has ever known would hurt her. I would say I'm not those men.

\\- two events happen where I completely condem myself. A fight where we wrested for two seconds. And another fight where cops were called. I asked for a divorce that I didn't mean for but i was hurt.

\\- I gave up drinking. But after a 2 weeks she asked if I could drink again. I trusted her and she drank with me. But I began drinking more as a need to calm this darkness.

\\- I am doing everything to keep her happy, love notes, dates, shopping trips, family events

\\- but she slowly hated it more and more

\\- when she got pregnant she left....July,2023

July, 2023 my Life came crashing down and Forsaked all morales- But I did not Forsake God

I was so full of anger, pain, and years of abuse. I stopped caring about what was right or wrong. But I knew God existed. Like the story Job, however I wanted to fight and see the world burn for my pain.

I found a worldly man book, Psychology. And it was all about for men, saying do what you want, live how you want to live. After years of pretending to be a Christian- I thought I had found some real truth for once. The book had some faults but a few real truths.

you must speak with truth and get rid of false realities and live in the real world.
well i wanted to live for once and i didn't care about consequences or outcomes.

Who would judge me were my thoughts?

I Felt one day " something " said to get to church. A whisper to the soul.

I had nothing better to do with my life so decided to get to a catholic church. I felt spiritually dead and i didnt know the movements.

A Few days later I saw an ad on Facebook, When i was on social media. I saw a few college girls and I thought they were cute and they were singing at a Methodist church The Church Family there Showed me real genuine love and kindness. I felt so disturbed in their presence I felt my soul twist and coil under my own skin.

for all my faults, the Lord had put in my heart when someone shows me Love and kindness I would show them loyalty and love and respect them.
I remember the pastor talking about doubt : James 1 vs 6-8

6 But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.

7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.

8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.

I decided that I would choose me. Because I will from now on decide what's right for my life.

I never forgot their kindness.

I decided that I didn't want to drive all the way up (1hr one way)

. I met someone who dabbled in Witchcraft. I didn't believe in that nonsense. I just wanted to experience something New. Well She told me That a Light was chasing me and I would have to make a decision. I felt fear creep into me. I ran out of that place as fast as I could. something was chasing me

That immediate Sunday I went to a baptist church When I walked into that Church I felt a presence of Anger, Wrath and Judgement. Like it was Resting on my skin. I wanted to FIGHT this feeling

The Pastor also talked about: James 1 vs 6-8

6 But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.

7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.

8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.

He also added: Matthew 6:

24 No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

Brothers and Sisters I felt so ANGRY in my soul! I was Thinking How dare this man tell me what I should do?" I felt like a wolf in a cage and my cage had been kicked. I was not angry at the pastor nor the people....But who spoke through the Pastor.

I felt like a sledgehammer had hit my soul and I would be determined to fight against this thing that is following me. No one would tell me what I can or cannot do after all I lost. After the Pastor released us from service I would physically run away. And my soul would feel utterly exhausted after that.

But had pride then, I would not tolerate that so i would go back to fight. I thought I was a Christian and I could not describe what was happening to me. I have only been in Baptist churches til this point. So I went back to that church every wednesday and sunday.

Each week was the same thing. I felt I was getting beat up and spiritually exhausted.

Then Oct 15th, 2023 happened....

After months of fighting and resisting Him, I could not fight Him anymore. I didn't know who I was fighting, but I tried to fight Him.

On october fifteenth I was sitting at a church and a presence came upon me that felt like the entire world came crashing down on me all my sin:

Romans 1 : vs 28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;

29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,

30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,

31 Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:

32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.

I felt guilty....

In that moment, I felt words whisper into my heart, "Submit to Me"

It was the most powerful whisper you ever heard.

With that in my heart and all of that presence, I fell to the ground.

In my heart and mind I yelled

" I YIELD "

I set that for about ten minutes or so. It felt like an eternity.

But in that moment, I felt as though somebody came over and cut the chains off me, and I felt freed.

My eyes were open from that moment on, and my life has been completely and utterly changed, and so has my heart.

Luke 4 vs

16 And he came to Nazareth, where he had been brought up: and, as his custom was, he went into the synagogue on the sabbath day, and stood up for to read.

17 And there was delivered unto him the book of the prophet Esaias. And when he had opened the book, he found the place where it was written,

18 The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,

19 To preach the acceptable year of the Lord.

Who are the Poor?

These are people who have been brought down so low that they see no hope in life and accept that this is their place and fate in life. Whether this is in spirit, financial, physically or in any other way. The Gospel is a Light and Hope for those who are poor to see His Way up in this life.

Me: I was nothing. I was lying to myself saying I was nothing. I was abused for many years and it brought me down and made me feel insecure in my soul( always had to prove my worth) . I accepted that as a man I had to always FIGHT for my life. I had no concept of true peace in my own soul. (tons of energy though) But at the same time I would lie to myself that I was okay. . I barely had any hope...I had accepted that a man would be stuck in life and the sins that I naturally had. I had only false hope. He showed me the truth of myself and the Truth of Him.

What is Broken Hearted?

The Broken hearted are many people in this world. A broken hearted person can be: Somebody who has been abused all their life. somebody who loved someone with all their heart but that person left them alone. somebody who once trusted people and things but was betrayed and now can no longer trust. someone who once believed in true love but was hurt beyond all repair. Someone who was never heard in their life. Someone who has dealt with sickness and death all their life and life hasn't been fair to them( without understanding)

me: I had a broken Home growing up. My mother was abusive and my father stopped caring at one point and stopped trying. I was with someone for 5yrs who abused me, Hit me, cheated on me to a point and wished death on myself. Then that ended and I met someone and I fell deeply in love and even had a family. Then I was abandoned and had nothing.... I know what a broken heart is.

The Lord God will HEAL all of this. If you LOVE Him Back, He will repair your heart and remove ALL(even me) things so that your heart may heal.

What is a Captive?

A captive is someone who is: Bound in their sin( not free from sin-you can stop sinning), Who is physically bound( captured, bad relationship, etc) someone who has Years worth of mental barriers that have pride and are stubborn in their ways. Someone who is stuck in addictions( Smoking, drinking, lust, greed, pride, Sin...ETC). People who struggle with oppression: people and spirituality.( Bad toxic family, bad spouses, but those who struggle with depression and their own soul. feels like you are trapped in life and in your own skin.)

EX: I was a slave to sin: Zyn, Drinking,Fighting, lust, pride(lying is included), arrogance. Fear and insecurity, 26 years of abuse and trauma. I was a slave to my own natural desires.

What is recovery of sight for the blind?

Human Beings are spiritual beings. And We choose Christ and put our faith in Him. He free's us from our sin and we see the Father and Truth.

What is the "year of the Lord"

The Year of Jubilee, which came every 50 th year, was a year full of releasing people from their debts, releasing all slaves, and returning property to those who owned it (Leviticus 25:1-13).

Jesus came to show us the way, and to teach us how to Love, and pay the price of sin via His death and to lead us to remission of sins.

I felt free after that event but at that time i didn't know what had happened to me. I felt free and lighter than air. In that moment I gave up control of my life, my past, my future, my sin EVERYTHING.

Not even a week later I was about to commit a sin. and The Lord stopped me in my tracks. With the words" you'll lose tyler" it was like a cold anger had hit me. Needless to say I obeyed the voice my soul heard.

Later that Night i yelled in my home "I listned to you" . Show yourself to me. In that moment I FELT a FIRE entering the room and into my soul! A love so vast and so pure I started crying. I have never felt anything like this. and it began a process of burning sin out of my soul.

John 1 vs 29 The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world.

John 1vs 32 And John bare record, saying, I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it abode upon him.

John 1vs33 And I knew him not: but he that sent me to baptize with water, the same said unto me, Upon whom thou shalt see the Spirit descending, and remaining on him, the same is he which baptizeth with the Holy Ghost.

Later that night i read

Romans 10 Brethren, my heart's desire and prayer to God for Israel is, that they might be saved.

2 For I bear them record that they have a zeal of God, but not according to knowledge.

3 For they being ignorant of God's righteousness, and going about to establish their own righteousness, have not submitted themselves unto the righteousness of God.

I understood what had happened to me. I had placed my all in Jesus Christ and put my whole trust in Him. I in a sense surrendered to Christ and all His power. Not in a sense that as a soldier surrendering to an enemy. But as someone in Love giving up control to the person you are in love with. Think marriage, or Children loving and trusting parents.

Deut 6 VS

4 Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God is one Lord:

5 And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.

6 And these words, which I command thee this day, shall be in thine heart:

7 And thou shalt teach them diligently unto thy children, and shalt talk of them when thou sittest in thine house, and when thou walkest by the way, and when thou liest down, and when thou risest up.

8 And thou shalt bind them for a sign upon thine hand, and they shall be as frontlets between thine eyes.

9 And thou shalt write them upon the posts of thy house, and on thy gates.

Mattew 22 VS

37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.

38 This is the first and great commandment.

39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

40 On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.

It's for love that you let go of sin, you let go of the world, you let go of satan. And for Love do you choose Christ.

since Oct 15th, 2023.

He freed me from sin

Healed my heart from years of abuse

Taught me how to love all

Taught me how to forgive ALL those who would hurt me( as if they never wronged me)

Taught me the real meaning of God's power

Taught me remission of sins

Restored my Mother and Fathers relationship to me.

He Healed my PTSD

He fought for me.

He answered my prayers.

He put His spirit in me

He taught me the way( Jesus showed us) Matthew 5,6,7( whole chapters)

Lessons He taught me:

If you love Him you will do these things

Read Matthew 5,6,7 ( whole chapters)

John 15

15 “I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. 2 Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He \\\[a\\\]takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. 3 You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. 4 Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me.

5 “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. 6 If anyone does not abide in Me, he is cast out as a branch and is withered; and they gather them and throw them into the fire, and they are burned. 7 If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you\\\[b\\\] will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you. 8 By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit; so you will be My disciples.

Love and Joy Perfected

9 “As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. 10 If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love.

11 “These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full. 12 This is My commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. 13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. 14 You are My friends if you do whatever I command you. 15 No longer do I call you servants, for a servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I heard from My Father I have made known to you. 16 You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you. 17 These things I command you, that you love one another.

Do His commandments and you will receive the Holy Spirit

You must forgive others or He won't forgive you

How to forgive

My example: i was with someone who abused me for 5 years

By accepting that it happened.

I was married when I was real young 21

\\- This woman was very beautiful. And at first kind.

\\- That woman hurt me, Hit me, would abuse me

\\- She had multiple affairs and would not stop

\\- she gave me multiple STDs while married

\\-she even slept with my best friend that I served with for 3 years.

\\- i was a broken man and my heart became hard.

\\- when she finally left me I was so happy.

\\- I stay because I thought it was a man was supposed to do. Married for life

\\- I did things in secret that nobody knew. I hid alot of shame and sin

By stating what happened and or Sin against you

I laid out everything this person did to me. Said every hard fact that had happed

And forgive them( remove it from the heart) as if they never wronged you before

So i would state what would happen, then from the heart, let it go as if they never had never done this.

Like the way our Father forgives us

He forgives us as if we never done the sin,

You will have to go into the wilderness:

A moment of separation that God will spend time with you, walking with you hand in hand.( i felt like a child holding my Father's hand could be a few days or weeks. But you will know His Voice, and His Ways. Endure this with Him.

He did it with the Hebrews, with Moses, with the Prophets, with Jesus and the Apostles and Disciples

Born again:

You let go of your identity, your attachments\\\*spiritually\\\*( family, work, sins, and put all your love on God) if you let go of all things that made you this identity.... Born Again.

He will raise you up as His Son.

Faith:

Faith is another form of trust. If someone earns your Trust, in a sense you have Faith in that person. And you love/trust them.

Ex: my daughter believed that I could do anything. If I asked her to do something she would say so happy \\\*ok daddy\\\* samething with my wife. I take the same faith my daughter had on me and give the same faith to God, like my daughter did to me

Faith produces works

If I love someone(trust/faith) I want to show my appreciation that I love them. So if Christ gives me all this love and softly asks show others love and kindness. Well im gonna do it because I love Him!

Sin is an infection. Like a cancer that grows fast and out of control. Believing Christ can take away your sins. Stops and cleans you out.

Temptation:( to overcome sin)

This will happen in a few ways: Recognize these signs

Demonic: comes in a form of outside pressure. This can be used as social media and things that are a like. But it can be almost physical.

From the mind/eyes

If a thought has passed through your mind and you hold onto it. This can lead you to you a sin.

Ex: you see someone you desire or an item that you want. It can consume your mind if you dont throw your thought away. It will lead to your heart and then a struggle to act or not act on it will happen. Throw it from your mind.

From the heart:

This arises from the heart. It's a passionate/strong feeling. Most people try the stuff it back down approach. But it feels like almost an all consuming pressure out and to be acted on. Open up your heart and let it go

James 4

6 But He gives more grace. Therefore He says:

“God resists the proud,

But gives grace to the humble.”

7 Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you

Open up your heart, let go of that desire. call out to God to save you. And hold on to His strength

He will help you overcome your temptation so that you may not fall

"Your weakness is His greatest strength"

Repentance:

Is from the Heart, if you lied to someone you love. The Guilt eats at your Heart( if you love them) and you feel sorrow and sadness and anger building up from the heart.

You then confess either to the Person you wronged or God. And admit the wrong you did and for Love you want to change and let go.

Ex: Have you seen a people who were drug addicts or alcoholics, who for love of someone children, spouse, anyone. And let go of that sin for someone or something. And never Go back to it.

\\- Put all your love into God.

Repentance (continued)

If you love someone and you realized that you hurt them( like a sin against God)

You admit you wronged God( sin)

God is the God of truth so you must admit that you wronged Him and why.

You then from the sorrow in your heart(repentance)

You say in your heart i don't want to do that again to Hurt God( forsake)

And ask God to Forgive you so that you don't have to do that again

Christ died that our sins may be in remission and cleaned so that we may know our Father

In December of 2023( How He taught me to let Go of my Pride)

I was being tempted to go sleep with someone. I had gotten rid of all temptations that I had. But this was a presence and pressure outside me trying to push in.

I was spiritually holding up my own shield and resisting but I was getting tired.

Suddenly, I saw the words in my mind starting to glow.

" you weakness is my greatest strength"

And I let go of my shield and from my heart said " i dont have to strength to stop this sin, I won't fight it, I trust you Lord to what you want"

The moment I let Go. Imagine if someone was behind you and the moment you let go of your shield. Someone else put a shield in front of you. Defending you while you just stand there.

That moment I was Defend from lust and my pride was entirely let go. I let Him defend me.

How to be saved?

Believeing that Christ can take away your sins.(save you from your sins)If you had a knife in your side labeled lust, ( insert all other sins Homosexualality, lying, pride...etc) believing that Christ can take that knife from you. He will pull it out form you( asking you do you believe i can)And never have to feel it again( Because He has taken it from you)

Saved by His grace:

Have you been in love with someone who you felt you didn't deserve. They build you up and look at you with a smile and say I don't care about your past. I didn't deserve His Love, all He said was dont keep on doing what you did before me.

Holy Ghost/ Spirit

A fire that comes down and makes you one with the Father and teaches and Shows you who the Father is.

The Bible will come to life( read old and new)

Burns out sin in your Heart

You will know your Spiritual Gift/Gifts

You will be empowered to walk and shine with His Light.

Choices and Disciples

You can trust Him and live His way, family, everything, being clean of sin

You can chose to forsake it all and follow Christ

And become His Disciple love only Him.

If you have fallen back into sin, cut out the world and go into seperation/wilderness and let go of your sin once again and come back.

Father and Son

The God of the old Testament and Jesus Christ are the very same. Like Father like Son

The Father said and did it. The son confirmed it

Embrace reading His Word with Child like faith. My Daughter believed that I could fix anything and do anything. Do that with yourself but with God and His Word.

Don't embrace any denomination, but ask questions. If a pastor or priest saids you can't be free from sin, or asks you for money. Be weary and cautious. Jesus even said truth freely received, freely give out. If a church talks about tithing( old Testament they priests had to be given food, supplies, because they maintained the temples/synagogues 24/7) remember that you give to those in need or when the Lord puts on your heart to give to someone. The Church is the people( His Spirit in us) not a building.

On denominations: we should be one in one spirit, and all part of the Christ. One church group will Be all about God's Love and showing it, one church will be about God's spiritual gifts, one church will hzeal to go out to talk to you, others will have the strength to stand up to evil(with meekness), others will let you confess and hold your trust.

But we have all been divided by saying" I'm a catholic, I'm a Protestant, I'm a Baptist, I'm insert other things.

How to pray:

My Father who is in heaven

Holy and loving is your name

Your kingdom has come

Your will be done( humble your self and let go of your will)

On earth as it is in heaven

Give me today my daily bread, both from word( bible) and food for my body.

Forgive me of my sins( confess and forsake)

As i Forgive others( those who sinned against you-forgive them)

Lead me not into temptation( for we know He won't)

But deliver me from the evil one and sin

For this is all your kingdom, and the power and glory( humble)

\\\*learn this\\\* He will also teach you to talk with Him

Keep the Commandments( yes you can keep them) if you LOVE Him

If you love God ( ten marriage promises)

You won't worship any other God

You won't be be addicted nor follow idols( made by any hand) nor any images or statues( like good luck charms or dream catchers)

You wont take his name in vain

You will honor His Sabbath ( intent not legalistic)

If you love you neighbor:

You would bring Honor to you parents (not pride)

You wont lie

You wont covant anything ( the lord provides all things)

You wont kill anyone

You wont steal

You wont sleep with anyone who is not your spouse( no lust in your heart)

The Law of Moses was done away with. As it supported the 10 commands of God. But now the Gift of Him is to the whole world.

If you love God then you won't have:

Lust, pride, gluttony, lieing or any those sins and all sins.

You can be Free from Sin( forgiveness/remission of sins) if forgive you of $30,000 debt.. why would you go back into debt.

You will Hear and know God.

Traits of the Father:

Meek, kind, loving, daring, Forgiveing, Bondage breaker( to include Sin) husband like, lively, firm defender, caring, encouraging. Long suffering but does have a limit. (Against all forms of Pride)Teacher, Father, will be with you. He will do things to prove His love. He wants your Love. He does not like seeing death.

Lucifer( satan)

He does not want you to be free:

Tricks and tactics: He is the lawyer against you. pride, manipulation(any and all), will pressure you to break. controlling, saying you can't, just keep sinning. Will lie, will use other people, arrogance, live and let live. You can't change. You're too weak. Trap you in long promises or oaths. You're only Human. He will try to stop you from being free.( until you fully give your all to God and He won't allowed you to be touched by the Devil)

Sidenote\\\* Lucifer can't make you do anything. But only convince you to do something. You willfully decide to fall.

Miracles i have seen:

Feeling His voice which stopped me from sinning

Durning the month of December: I was heart broken because I can feel everything and everyones heart. I called out to God to come down and comfort me I was crying for hours til this point. I was sobbing on the Ground. I felt two feet by my head. And as if someone had bent over and whispered so softly " Here am I, Tyler" my heart skipped a beat and I completely cried even harder due to Him showing up!

He protected me from a Gang of men. Two street preachers caused a scene and I intervened. I told them that if they want to hurt me they can. I will only love and forgive. But they went from wanting to kill me to shaking my hand.and giving me a Hug.

I drove 800 miles with a broken wheel bearing it can slide off and could not go faster than 35 miles per hour.

With Him saying keeping going you'll be safe.

He stopped satan from bothering/attacking me directly.

He has given me people who i consider family. I make everyone my family.

I had a friend who was in a motorcycle accident. He was in a coma, and brain swelling. I was devastated because I cared about very much( like a brother) I called out to God and asked Him, Heal him so that he can tell the world you did it. Within 3 hrs he was a wake and no swelling or anything. I told him I prayed for you and God answered. He(friend) posted on Facebook how God healed him!

For His love: I give up this life. I gave up my sin, I let go of my career in the Army. I let go of my retirement. I let go of va disability( healed)I let go of my inheritance. I give it all up, I give up self defense. I will love and forgive and tell the truth. I will be an example to you all to see hope, faith and truth. I will pick up my cross and follow Christ.

I will be the light in the dark, to glorify my father. to show others the way. To walk in the Spirit and Remission of sin.

So let me ask you all of this

Are you ready to Ignite?

Are you ready to be the Light in the Dark?

Are you Ready to be Free and Show others the Way?

Are you willing to let go of everything for Christ?

If you go to God in prayer and say it from the Heart, not the mind nor lips. But from the very center of you.

I believe with all my heart, soul and mind. That Jesus Christ is the son of God can Set me Free from sin, that He is the way, the truth and the life. I will let go of my Sin, My Life, My Future and control of everything. I will love Him with all my Heart and will Keep His teachings. I will Love Him and Trust Him. I repent and willingly let go of all my sin and place my heart in your Hands.

You cannot be a hypocrite and Follow Christ

Testimony

You cannot have Pride and Follow Christ