u/DiscoKids12

I'm a September Libra. I cannot deal with heartbreak again. Is it just me, perhaps, or does being heartbroken mean thinking you are close to death. I cannot fathom being married, cheated on, getting divorced. I would die. It was only a year and a half. The break up of a relationship is so terrible and all consuming. The hurt I feel. The guilt and desperation to check he's also okay.

EDIT to add I am 38 F. He is 30 M