u/DiscountedParking

I’m a female in my early 20s and have been drinking heavily for the past year and a half. At my worst it was a fifth of gin per day but these days its around 10-15 standard drinks per day of liquor or wine. It usually takes 12-18 hours for me to start feeling things physically, mostly heart palpitations and my BP makes my pulse feel like a fucking drum.

I’m at a point where this is not sustainable and I want to do anything I can to prevent going to detox because my family is currently unaware of my habit. Seeking literally any advice as to how to go about this