DV (trigger warning )
Hi all just going to be clear I had a mental breakdown I believe it's from my medication my lack of sleep for two days been anxious all the time just a lot going on in my head but I hurt my partner and threatened her I'm going to court for this and I feel horribly bad for it- I have kept my distance and try to better myself and yes I have struggled at times living with this feeling I can't see her it is a horrible feeling my mental health destroyed me a lot of people might say that I will always be a woman abuser but I'm not I'm against that the one thing that I'm against I did - I have never done anything like this I have bad brain fog and my leg infection has been driving me crazy - this is why I need you guys to help me - I'm here asking for help - we all say and do things that hurt some one but this I can't deal with - I lost the one thing that keeped me strong - I would stay up hours to make sure she was happy and safe - we had a great connection - but then family picked on me and reminded me I am no good for her that I was a loser - maybe I am a loser maybe I shouldn't be here I don't want to feel like this- the health system destroyed me government housing destroyed me - I'm sorry for this but it's a cry for help I cant live with it -