Second IUI go around and remaining calm
Hello all. So my wife and I have gone through our second iui and we get the results back tomorrow. I am 38, she is 36 and we are both incredibly nervous. The first time around she was completely shattered and I kept a strong face to reassure her.
I'll be honest I don't think I can stay as strong this time around and am finding myself getting incredibly emotional just thinking of the worst. I know others have been trying much longer than us and honestly I don't even know what I'm trying to achieve by posting this.
So some more context is we haven't been able to have sex up to this point and had to take the iui path. I also have Ms and the future is already terrifying and I pray for this one to be successful as I am luckily still mobile.
I have a motility of 94% and had a sperm count of 20 mill I believe. I spent that last 6 months nicotine free after smoking since becoming 15. I am absolutely terrified and wonder how others have handled upsetting news.