a lot of my ponies have very frizzy hair and every tutorial i've seen for fixing them use the straightener at about 80℃-100℃, while i've never been able to find a straightener online that goes that low and my straightener's temperature only goes down to 140℃ :,) are there any brands or specific straighteners that have a temperature range that goes lower so i know what to look for?
i'm 15, and i developed cfs when i was 10 in 2021.
i was originally put on SSRIs by a paediatrician to try and help me move more, which made my mental health absolutely plummet and made me very suicidal when i was VERY young.
i've improved somewhat from when i was first sick and couldn't get out of bed or dress and wash myself, but various things have set me back like moving and being pushed by parents or doctors and crashing, especially with school.
i just feel so frustrated and guilty. my mum has been looking after me for these 5 years, and has had to stay at home with me to make me meals and help me with school-related stuff. i feel so humiliated not being able to do these normal things, and knowing that this disease has essentially just trapped my mum into looking after me and she barely has time for herself.
i feel so isolated from anyone my age and even other people with mecfs because i'm so young. i feel like my life has been on pause ever since i've been sick and i feel like i'm somehow mentally younger than i am physically and i feel childish and out of place next to people my age.
i love my mum and she's trying so so hard to help me get well and look after me, but she sometimes makes me feel like i'm not doing enough to get well. i already feel so guilty and this always makes me feel even worse, although i don't blame her at all for being frustrated. i definitely am too lol.
im just sick of this condition and always end up feeling like i'm to blame for not doing enough to get better, even though i've tried so much and still am stuck. it's not too long until i'll be an adult and i genuinely have no idea what i'm going to do with my life.
recently the option to watch an ad to get the silver booster on the minecart minigame, find a pair etc has just been gone and i’m not sure why? i thought it might be using it too many times within a day or something but i’ve waited a while and it’s still just not there, is this normal?