u/Dismal_Lie7166

Hello guys, I am ruining my life, my relationship, my work, for this heavy burden.

I had an abuse when I was little, and now I'm screwing all up.

I started hiding this to myself and pretending that everything's ok so good that I lied to my therapist, to my wife, and now this addiction is pushig to come over and I'm very scared.

I just separated from my wife after stepping over the line again, I can't even count the times that I screwed up with her, so her trust in me is totally gone.

Help me, please 🖤