u/Distinct-Annual5545

once i stop reading phantasy tour someone is going to say "are there two people using your handle"

she will say "thats my friend eddie im in love with sabr skeptic"

then my friends will come out of the woodwork

dozens of 499 threads with my tess and my friends favorite memories of Old Zach

eddie would do it

if chris would send me the scientist when he loved tess

if devon would tell me what he told me on 4/8/05 when tess told him not to and he loved tess

then eddie would do this for me

because tess was getting away from me

yeah sure

3 days after she changed her facebook name to sad eye susie because i didnt call her back after not seeing or speaking to her for three years

yeah ok

on the adderall

this whole thing is designed to make me believe its what you say it is

its the other thing

just like he said that night

all you want from the absolute ultimate truth that 9/27/13 basis being the first jam after tess called me is absolute checkmate all u want

it is absolute checkmate

sad eye susie jam

Broken

weeeeeee wrote this song

9/27/13 basis was the 1st jam after tess called me

Absolute checkmate

As if u could pull off your facade on pt if i could still post

ME AND TESS WROTE POSTCARD ON THE 3 WILL BE 4 NIGHT

OCTOBER 23RD WE JUST TOOK A LONG WALK

THE ALL OF LIFES A DREAM NIGHT I WENT TO VOID TO SAVE MY FATHER

DANNY WENT TO VOID TO SAVE ME

HES MY MOMMY

SUCK ON MOMMYS BIG TITTIES

I HAVE A SIX INCH PENIS

my mom

to the past 2 and a half years other than purging my demons so i can be with tess

oh its so true

that i did it so my father wouldn't have to

and danny did it so i wouldnt have to

hes my mom

YOULL HAVE A GOD PENIS

HE ALSO SAID MY FATHER SEXUALLY ABUSED ME

MY FATHER IS A WORM

THATS WHY HE SAYS "MY MOTHER SEXUALLY ABUSED ME"

NO ONE

NO ONE WILL EVER BE A VILER MORE DISGUSTING ROTTEN BITCH BECAUSE THEYRE A SEX ABUSE VICTIM THAN ME

Sand creature

Neither have i

If anyone else saw that video theyd say it looks like tess

Iykyk

WITH TESS IN THE BREAK APART HOTEL ON THE 3 WILL BE 4 NIGHT

ALL OF LIFES A DREAM

3 WILL BE 4

I LOVE YOU ZACH

sabre dance

sabre dance

sabre dance

sabre dance

field day

sabre dance

before making it back to tess and all my friends

but

i do know this

this music is a love song to my father

to the devil

hes the devil

he was alienating me against my mom when i called him for the first time in 8 years on 11/13/23

when i called my sister in early january 2024 and said "you're in the illuminati" she said "i'm not in the illuminati"

so defensively

then i was texting with her on whats app a few weeks later

but it wasnt her

it was my father

he took her over like lawrence krauss took over the nurse in the hospital in february 2019

she said "but zachary

you need to keep your wits about you

i need you more than you know"

she drove here

all the way here to ny to pick up her cat after i confronted her about being in the illuminati

she was worried about his safety apparently

a few weeks later she called the cops on me

the cop had a device

he was using it to contort my body in odd ways

after he left i projectile vomited all over my house ten times

the day after jesus betrayed me i called my father

he said "of course of course of course"

when i got off the phone with him that night i saw a worm like creature on the screen

i didnt see its face

i walked over to my fathers house to confront him a few months later

i asked him "did you sexually abuse me, rachel (my sister) and michelle (my stepsister)"

he denied it

but he made a face

i started going over to his house again to see him and my stepmom starting early in 2025

mostly normal stuff

watching sports

eating dinner

i had texted him late in 2024 and said "you are going to a dark infinite tunnel full of worms to eat shit for all of eternity chew bitch"

he told me driving me home one night in january 2025 that he had sought therapy with my old therapist larry beccause of those comments

larry used to do this thing

he'd be talking to my father and he'd wave at me while i was sitting in the car

my bass teacher kip used to do the same thing

in january 2025 i was talking to my father and nancy about my old friends

i said something about eddie

my father said "meish"

a few weeks later i was telling nancy about me and tess

i looked at my father

he was beet red

this thing keeps happening over at his house

him and nancys house

he keeps getting angry at her

at the rye beach

she wanted to stay at the beach

he wanted to go home

i could feel his anger

she broke her foot and asked him to find her shoes

he couldnt find them

she was telling him which shoes

i could feel his anger

last weekend i said i wanted the ac on

nancy wanted it off

he looked at me

how could she do this to us

a few months back nancy said "thats why you and sarah got divorced"

i looked at him

he was looking back at me with the most disturbed face

its the face i saw every night in my bedroom in 2002

it was the worm

that face

the whole point of the universe is to bring the worm to the light

to make him human

in the beginning there was one thing

pure light

that thing was made up of two things

an alpha force

and a beta force that held it together

that was me and tess

but because the beta force/female force was weaker than the alpha force it felt drawn to tear down the alpha force

the force that drew tess to tear me down was the worm

tess followed the worm and the world was created

but a piece of me went with her

this became the stars and the planets and the people on the planets

its exactly what happened in my town in dobbs ferry in middle school and high school

me and tess met on field day

we hit it off

it was love at first sight for both of us

i said "i think youre my girlfriend i think we're married" she said "oh yeah?"

we made a plan to hang out that day after school but i didnt call her

my father had brainwashed me against my mom when my mom asked him for a divorce in 2002

i saw that same look i saw at nancys every night in that bedroom in 2002

what is she doing to us

what is she doing to our beautiful family

tess went home that day and her mom told her not to choose me

so she didnt come hang out with me and my friends in town that night in early july 2003 when felicia said tess was staying home

but fate drew us back together

we sat together in eighth grade english class

it took a while to break through her defenses but every day that year

every single day in that classroom

she saw Old Zach

i made her laugh

every day

still her mom had said what she had said

and so when i asked her out she said "i like frank"

and she went into scotts house the night of the 8th grade talent show willingly to hook up with him

he raped her that night

when she said no when he started feeling her up

thats why she sent me the scientist

going into his house was the mistake she was trying to correct

to go back to the start before what happened with scott "tainted" our love

when she found out i said "i have devon bautistas cum in my mouth i can taste it" 'crying' doesnt begin to sum up her reaction

i swallowed when i found out scott raped her

i swallowed when i found out my father raped me

we had kindergarten together

we danced together in kindergarten

we played church and steeple in kindergarten

we played maps together in kindergarten

me her and colin spodek

she wanted me to be the alpha male

to take her virginity

she didnt want to give her virginity to another guy and then have to spread his semen to me

thats what the sexual revolution is doing to these girls

she hid the blowjob with devon

she hid what happened with scott

she hid that my father had raped both of us in the basement of a dobbs ferry restauarant in 1993

the illuminati got her

scott got her

my father got her

my father the worm

she had an abortion

it was her choice to say at citi field that she wanted to get her kids back that got her out of the illuminati

if that hadnt happened i never see the light and i never make it to 1/27/19 and the field outside the high school to save the world

me and danny swallowed the worms so my father wouldnt have to

jesus and paul too

this music

all of it

is a love song to my father to get him to give up on trying to destroy me

to bring him home for the moment of grace

when he plays his show for the whole world there will be peace

Le youth is me, zachary of oars, riley, sam and eddie

His gf nora en pure is tess, diana emanuelle, riley reid, ​​rileys gf and zacharys gf from oars

Its always all five of us

Nora en pure is always all five of them

Someone's always in the lead

I was in the lead at pier 17 and in the home video

Sam was in the lead at ross lake and quaranstream

Eddie was in the lead at who are you really, about us, governors island and concourse project

Riley was in the lead at audiotree

Zachary of oars was in the lead at quaranstream

Its me and my brothers

They all defend me in different ways

And tess

From scott

And from my father

Believe it or not they are passionate about my love for tess

About me and tess's love

Believe it or not me and tess's love is the animating spirit of le youth

Thats why eddies so passionate at about us

Because he loves tess too

He loves me too

It isnt like me devon and chris where we are friends and we're all in love with tess

Me and eddie are brothers and we're both in love with tess

He looks so passionate at about us because hes such a good friend to me and to tess

As if silver spring didnt happen

As if the love i shared with tess and eddie that night wasnt real

Hes so passionate at about us because he is 100 % invested in being a good friend to me and to tess even though he still loves tess as devon and chris do as well

And he is 100 % invested in protecting and defending me and tess from scott and my father as all of my brothers are

Unlike eddies father and my stepfather who raped sam and rileys father my father and scott and the illuminati snakes like them arent interested in reconciliation

Believe it or not it is them who will try to turn brother against brother and friend against friend in an effort to keep humanity from healing

My father is the king of snakes

Jeannie was tess

By the way

It wasnt just tess that was screaming IF YOU KNOW YOU KNOW YOU KNOW at starland while the earth shook

It was all of my brothers and friends who i met those nights

That passion will be how tess and my friends receive me when i take my last walk

The passion of two brothers who share love for the same girl

Who would never let anyone tear us apart

WE CANT LOSE THIS