To my fellow hopeless romantic gaes 🫶
Just wanna remind you all that true love exist chaar especially sa malalambot na kagaya ko hahaha I know medyo may toxic na manly to manly mentality ang gay community kase before, I thought na I had to act a certain way para magka jowa as an NBSB girlie. I could still remember back in 2022 when I started using G app wanting to explore the big city as someone na probinsyana, ayun, with no guidance and zero experience, I was overwhelmed and realized hook up culture is not for me, 6 months lang tinagal ko sa G app 😅. I had a fair share of experiences naman there in my mapangahas era hahaha but I was thankful I did not go into that rabbit hole, kase aminin, kahit may risk, may excitement din sa pag hohookup, of meeting new people. I understand why it could be addicting for so many people, we keep on chasing the thrill, mahirap mag stop, and that's a reality. Pero when I found my partner on a more "wholesome app" chaaar, it became clear to me that I want him on our first date palang. My partner and I are 3 years already, I am gay and he is Bi and until now, when I look at him, masasabi ko worth it and paghihintay. (Kinikilig pa rin ako writing this 🥺)
Yung fantasy ko na maginoo pero medyo bastos type of guy, yung nonchalant sa iba pero napakalambing saken, sobrang patient & caring, very minimal ang social media presence (emphasis on this hahaha), nag woworkout (w/ big biceps), matalino (yes po, my partner is a Doctor) at higit sa lahat, blessed down there 🙈🙊 huuuy hahaha Let's keep this PG-13 So ayun na nga, na fulfill ang fantasy ng lola nyo as innn. Ang life lang nya siguro revolves on hospital duty, his two cats, his two close friends (both Doctors), fam nya, martial arts, computer games at ako syempre (ang kanyang disney frences 😅 kimii) Akala ko nga too good to be true at first, pero napaka consistent ng Kuya nyo at sobrang bait kaya siguro nagtagal kami ng ganito.
Napa share lang ako dito kase I want to remind the gaes out there na meron talagang makakatangap sa inyo for who you are. Yung insecurity ko na I talk too gay or even my loud and bubbly personality, I tried to tone down who I am just to be desirable back then, pero alas, those insecurities of mine where the same reason my partner appreciate me 🥺 Iba pala ang feeling pag tanngap ka and you are loved just the way you are. We had a fair share of ups and downs naman, our relationship is no where perfect pero I know we have each other and we communicate our feelings properly. Kaya mga bading, if nasa exploration stage palang kayo jan, labaaan lang hahaha Just make sure that you don't change who you are pra lang mahalin ka. Meron at meron tatanggap at magmamahal sayo.
PS: Maiba naman kase nakakalungkot na ang mga post dito lately. Wanna uplift my fellow hopeless romantic gaes out there (Uplift??? insert Myx Channel reference)🫶🫶🫶