u/Dont_Blinkk

about to purchase one, just wondering if it will work with my current linux pc

When I have an orgasm I start my travel towards dissociation, especially if I'm on my own, to the point I fall into panic attacks and can't talk to people, especially if I orgasm without a partner for some reason, and especially if it's with porn.

I feel like I'm losing my identity, i don't know who I am anymore, I feel like I'm an empty shell, I feel I lose everything.

I have PTSD but orgasming seems one of the biggest triggers for me

Curious on the psychological impact it can have chronic inflammation when not cured (despite the handling pain part or the consequences of physical discomfort).

Essentially I am wondering if there was any psychological issue that you addressed to something else until you discovered you had Crohn and started curing it.