So I’m planning to pull for the full premium Ashveil team, but I’m F2P and probably won’t have enough to pull for both Tribbie E1 and Blade.
I’m at around 40 pulls on the character banner with guarantee and at 22 on the Light Cone one with no guarantee.
Since I already have baseline Tribbie I’m not too sure on the best way to proceed with my pulls or to just wait until V5?
My family’s love has always been very conditional with me, my mom specifically, she doesn’t even know that my therapist found a lot of BPD traits in me and suggested I look for a proper diagnosis, I tend to hide a lot of things from her because she always uses that info against me, and it gets me in a very bad mental state every time, triggering very violent feelings against myself.
So recently I’ve seeked out my dad, the only safety net I have left, in hopes he would help me to get a psychiatrist and medication with his insurance, but he immediately closed off and said that I would become addicted to medication, and that I should try going to the gym before anything else, so I don’t have any means to try and seek help, since my job doesn’t really pay me enough to pay for all the medical attention.
Any advice on how to proceed with the situation? I’m very afraid I might fall into a very dangerous situation because of this.