Experimenting Vs. Addiction
First post here sorry if it's the wrong subreddit. I will try not to take much of your time.
I have always smoked weed and have drank socially for a long time now. Last year something urged me to explore the other things life has to offer. my poison of choice has been ❄️, 🎈, and Molly. I've been having a fun time, I'm going out more; which I never used to do, meeting new friends and even reconnecting with old friends. And this whole time I have been telling myself that I'm young and I'm just experimenting.
The past month or two I've picked up my use just a little bit more; having done that, I'm starting to get anxious. Feeling like this might be a problem especially if I keep going... I never feel like I want it, I especially don't feel like I NEED it, however if I have anything on me I'm probably going to use it.
I don't know if this is the start to something very bad. A lot of what I'm reading online it's saying to cut all my friends off who use. I feel like It's too soon for that, almost too drastic for my situation.
💛Any and all advice will be appreciated. Thank you💛