u/Doomfaier

I've been clean of self-harm for about 2 or 3 years. But for some reason, in these 2 months, the urge to cut myself returned. I've had meltdowns at school, where I even started banging my head against the wall once to shut up my brain. I've also been planning on cutting myself and looking for sharp objects. I don't know what to do. I don't want to tell my parents. I genuinely feel so bad. I try to find healthy solutions but my brain keeps veering towards self-harm. It's as if I have no other choice. I want to silence the voices inside my head that tell me to do it, but for some reason I can't silence them.