u/DopeflyGracefully

My brother is suppose to leave on the 20th somewhere and when he leaves I want to buy an apartment or something like rent a room somewhere to be of my own and I have no money, I have no job I just moved back down here and I’ve been looking but this area is so small and dead I’m trying my best working around the house and doing my part and stuff but I really want to set up a gofundme for like a couple months of rent for a room or a place what should I do? I want to leave because I know whatever and wherever he’s going isn’t going to work out and when he comes back I will not be here for him to hurt me and scream at me because his shit didn’t work out. I’m done with him. Truly.

The first time my brother showed any signs of being abusive he was 9 years old but who’s going to call a 9 year old abusive. He’s been verbally abusive since I can remember and the things he says are intentional and unbelievable. He’s not sexually abusive but he’s disgusting to say the least. He will do something and then change up and legit go beside you and rub your back and say I love you. One time he was standing in front of me screaming at me and then he stopped and goes calm and says “I didn’t do anything what are you even talking about, see how easy it is?? “And I just couldn’t believe that. I haven’t been around him in 2 years and now I’ve just recently started living back home and now it’s worse I have had a concussion and a busted lip and it’s just awful. I’m ready to take him to court. What should I do??(I have videos)