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No one will choose me
Everytime I fall in love with someone, that someone never falls in love with me. When someone finally chooses me, I feel nothing for that person. It’s always been like this. I‘ve finally come to terms with it, I’m bound to live a life in which I’ll always be empty, no one will fill this void inside me. So, if that’s the case, I’ll just stay with a wealthy partner. Imagine not loving them, and on top of that, being broke. If I won’t be loved by the person I love, at least I’ll choose to be loved with someone who can give me everything, even if they won’t fill in the void.
Does anyone feel like this?
tl;dr: The person I loved rejected me, it’s always been like this, so if I’m bound to be with someone I don’t love, I’m choosing money.
u/Doremew — 24 days ago