I'm suddenly sexually attracted to the opposite sex and feel horrible about it.
Hello there everyone. I don't really know how to start this. My head's been in a constant state of denial for nearly a month now. So I'm sorry if this comes out as a blur.
But as a starter, I've always known that I've been both romantically and sexually attracted to the same sex. But after having gone through a really bad relationship in the past that forever scarred my views on intimacy, I've labeled myself as asexual.
Fast forward multiple years and I'm now in the most healthy and healing relationship with my bf who has been more then accepting and has never complained about it.
But suddenly, very slowly and out of nowhere, I've started to notice that I'm getting that "lost" part of me back... but not towards men or worse, my bf, but females. I can't explain why or how... but those newfound feelings are there.
This is currently driving me insane and I'm filled with so much guilt about. It feels like the ultimate betrayal towards my bf who's has been with me for four years and has never expected intimacy. So now I have no idea how or what to tell him. Or what to do in general.