u/Double-Independent79

Currently 1dpo in our first cycle trying again after a miscarriage.

I feel like all I’ve thought about every day since my miscarriage in April is being able to try again. Now i know I’ve ovulated and we’ve timed things right theres nothing more we can do and i don’t know how to feel about it.

Im anxious about it not working but also about

potentially being pregnant again and then having another loss.

Im also worried about being too hopeful and then being really upset seeing another negative.

How do i take my mind off things as I know we’ve done all we can now and worrying isnt going to help anything. And we wont know until 2 weeks awaay anyway so i don’t want to be obsessing over this.

Im 26 F and have been trying to conceive since june last year.

I have been told i have PCOS because of previous blood results and irregular cycles however I have no other symptoms and after a lot of lifestyle changes my bloods in january were much improved.

I have always struggled with long and varied cycles and have put in so much work over the last 18 months to bring them down from 60-90 day range to now around 40-50 days. This has been through supplements diet and weight-loss.

I feel like i have done everything possible on my own and want some sort of medication to help me ovulate properly but the NHS wont prescribe unless we try for a year from now.

When tracking my lh i often have multiple rises but just dont ovulate and then the cycle repeats 2 weeks later.

We did get pregnant last cycle after i ovulated around day 42 but unfortunately had a loss at 6 weeks. And now my gp wants us to try again for another year before any medication.

Im really struggling with this as it feels so hard knowing my Body isnt working as it should but being offered no help.

I have been considering going private and i was wondering if anyone had any experience of this and if i would be more likely to be prescribed something like letrozole by doing this