u/Double-Radish2562

The past few days, maybe a week ive been having very vivid dreams of ending my own life. I dont feel i have anyone to talk to, I dont think my family would want to listen or help. Im almost 20, I cant hold a job, idk how to talk to people so I ve got maybe 2 decent friends, I cant hold a relationship, everyone around my age, everyone ive gone to school with I see them on socials and there doing great in life, there in college, or they have a good job, there in a happy relationship and I cant even find someone I feel i can talk to. Ive never felt more lost, more hopeless in my life and I dont k ow what to do