u/Double-Record-2400

Okay so I’ve always been the person that says they’re not ready for marriage etc I know it’s a silly concept and probably from a source of anxiety - I just wanted some advice because lately I’ve just been feeling… like I caught the yearning bug! I keep catching myself wanting a husband mostly for selfish reasons! I just love being adored tbh and I love getting dolled up and being a woman and it woud be so lovely to have a husband who adores meeee and we can both just gush over each other :/ I love life and I work hard to make my life beautiful I’m not saying I feel a lack Allah provides when He provides and His timing is the best but should I be dating/actively looking for my spouse? Or should I just get more hobbies and wait for him to find me 🙄 how do you know you’re ready ? The main thing that makes me always say I’m not is the type of spouse I want i don’t yet feel deserving of like I just have a lot of work to do