anxious attachment in new relationship
Am I being clingy and crazy?
I started talking to this guy in mid March, we’ve been messaging daily, granted he can’t be on his phone at work (truck driver), but every morning and every night we talk, he takes me on dates whenever he’s free, we begun sleeping together mid April, we’re not “together” but we talk about future plans together. Anyway, cut too 3 days ago he’s gone on a boys trip to Bali that he had planned way before we met, the first day he messaged me good morning and we had a quick conversation and I told him to have fun, but since then he’s been a ghost, I don’t want to be blowing up his phone, so I haven’t messaged him either, I don’t expect him to be spending his holiday glued to his phone talking to me, but like nothing? Not a good morning, not a snap, not a good night, nothing at all!
Am I just being anxious and crazy, is this a sign he doesn’t actually want to be with me, should I just message him, or leave it alone.