u/DoubleBluebird5364

it’s been 3 months since we broke up and i have moments where i actually see the benefit of having split up. but i’m starting to remember how badly i wanted to marry this person despite everything and it hurts me more now than it ever has before. they’re out of my life completely now and it’s excruciatingly painful to think about the place we were in just a year ago. we planned our future together just a few months before we broke up and it feels like whiplash.

how do i keep myself from falling apart when the best relationship i’ve ever had is over?