I hate myself ( disclaimer thoughts mess )
Sorry if I’m a weird person, I think I might have autism, idrk, but anyway that’s not the point. I think I’m pretty. When I look in the mirror, I’m deeply convinced that if this body belonged to someone else, she’d be the baddest bihh in her era. But I just don’t feel like it. Living in a country where you need curves, I’m literally as flat as a carpet. And some people are like, 'omg you could be a model, I love your body, your stomach is so flat'… all of that.
I might have body dysmorphia, idk.
"I’m literally crying while typing this, I just wish I had at least a slight build like not that flat ass (even when I’m sitting down I can feel my bones lmao). Fr life is so hard/painful."And I’m friendless cause I got social anxiety/issues fr, and lwk I don’t like myself, just like I don’t like other people. Fml, I just feel so depressed."
And last i got eating disorder and toxic family ( and some heart diseases )