Am I even human?
How many guys feel like they look decent in a mirror look bad in a non mirrored phone image and really bad depending on if you’re further away from phone or the angle. Don’t get any likes at all on dating apps even though you have a really good body/physique. 5’6,,, and take good care of yourself by eating healthier than anybody. You don’t get any attention from girls and nobody even talks to you anymore after high school and lots of people stare at you when you’re in public or something. And you wonder if you look autistic or twitchy or something and you just aren’t aware of it. Also to the point that you feel it’s so fucked up that nobody sees you as a human and they don’t give a shit about you not a single person, even though you are super calm, funny at times, cool overall dude, and really cares about taking care of his body and health but you can be all that and do all that but still no one gives a shit about you and doesn’t want to connect with you. I mean atleast if you had some female attention but none of them even give you that. How do I know all knowing? How do I continue? I’ve tried a lot and I’m gonna be all on my own in my early 20s out of my dads house and not living in a house with not even a single soul around me that cares about me .