Life, yeah life
Hi! I think I really need to be honest here, if I don't find a job this quarter, I need to commit suicide. I will be homeless anyway, and so little fund left to afford to buy foods. I have been looking for jobs for this past 5 months, really trying, interviews but then, no final offer. Almost no funds left, it is for foods only, no money left for house. Can't even afford transportation.
Next move would be, I think I need to sell my cellphone in order to afford foods for the next couple of days. I have my laptop, it is my last resort.
I will be homeless and starving soon anyway, same as dying. So, I needed to commit suicide. It is the same anyway, just less prolong pain with suicide.
If ever you have an available position as Virtual Assistant, I am a graduate of college, Bachelor degree holder.
Here are my skills:
I am a Wordpress Website Developer making both back end developer and front end developer
I am also a Graphic Designer
AI and automation workflow
Calendar and email management
Bookkeeping
Project Management
Social media management
here is my email address:
I am still hoping for a VA job, I sound too desperate, yeah, I feel so shameful writing this. I hate myself for posting this and writing this. I was a top performing manager for years.
But now here I am, contemplating of ending my life. But it was a good life. I am still thankful to God for making me live for another day.
To the ones who will find me dead, please throw my body, on the ocean so that the burden of paying for my funeral won't be a burdened to anyone. And I like my pink shoes and pink blazer, to be with me as my last dress to wear. But I am thanking God still, despite it all, I know He is good all the time, and all the time He is good. I am just failing him, not his fault, it is me.