How do you deal with getting too attached to a friend? And its online 😣
I feel so wired about him . the way he is soo good to me , why hes soo good to me? , is he like that to everyone? I have this wired feeling , where I just want to pull away from him , block him , unfriend him , we loves each other as friends but I am afraid that I might start loving him more , I am so afraid of this , I dont wanna face these one sided feelings , I dont want to be hurt by these one sided feelings again, I know , I can see myself leaving this friendship for good in the future , I dont want to hurt him , I care for him and hes very important to me , I wish he decides to disappear someday. I be so hurt , probably cry alot , I will miss him but eventually I will move on , it be hard but I be free from these overwhelming feelings..We haven't even seen each other , why do I even love him and care about him so much? Maybe cause hes always there for me.I wish I knew him in real life so I could know him more , know his feeling more , know how he actually feels about me , understand him more , then I might he able to adjust my feelings maybe.I be in soo much pain if someday he finds someone way more important to him than me , I be happy for him , but I be in so much pain.I already feel pain.I know I am being too selfish here , I hate him for being like this with me but at the same time I love him too.