Need help from other men with girlfriends/fiancees/wives
I really need some advice. And I need it to be logically sound and not just driven on emotion and things like that.
I am a Muslim guy who is of mixed backgrounds, and I always wanted to marry someone from my Dad's home country and have a wife who will stay at home and take care of our children, as I did not have that growing up.
*This is background info for people* I got engaged with my fiancee (who is from my dad's home country and still is there now) after I received a job contract in a foreign country and was offered the opportunity to bring her with me. I wanted to marry her anyway, but the contract and being able to easily bring her with me was like a dream, so we got engaged. Unfortunately, at the very last minute, the employer backed out after a long period of time and we could no longer go abroad. I am from the UK and the UK make it notoriously difficult and expensive to bring your non-EU/non-British spouse to join you.
Anyway, we have been together around 2.5 years now doing long distance, I have purchased a house and am ready to apply for the visa. And she seems amazing. She does most of the things I want, is happy to be a housewife, she is my type more or less, she is really sweet and kind, she seems to really care about me but for some reason it feels like the spark has gone and I am just not sure if I love her anymore. I do care about her and want to take care of her and look after her. She hasn't done me any wrong, I know that she loves me a lot, and that she will look after me when we get married.
I just don't know what's going on in my mind, I feel like the emotions just aren't reciprocated and maybe I don't love her. But then on the other hand, she does meet most of the criteria of what I've been looking for in life, she is really sweet and kind, attractive and a great person who I am quite confident loves me a lot. Anytime I think about leaving her, I feel really guilty and something else inside (maybe instinct) really prevents me from walking away. I know neither of us would struggle to find someone if we separated as well, as we are both good looking people, and she is super sweet as well.
To all the guys who read this, if you were in my shoes, how would you proceed? Would you carry on and see how things are after being married, living together, engaging with one another physically, etc, or would you just step away?
Appreciate all the bros who respond to this