I feel like my life is falling apart
I’m 21 and currently studying medicine in a foreign country. Becoming a doctor was genuinely my biggest dream and I worked so hard for it. But my parents can no longer afford my tuition fees, so my enrollment got stopped because of the huge balance pending.
Now my student visa has been downgraded and I’ve been told to leave the country within 2 days. On top of that, my passport is being withheld until the fees are cleared.
What hurts me the most is my family blaming me for “wasting their money” and “ruining everything” when the only reason I’m leaving is because they couldn’t continue paying. I wanted this degree more than anything. If I had the chance to legally work part-time here, I would’ve done absolutely anything to continue studying.
I feel so alone. I’m scared to go back home because I know I’ll be reminded every day that I failed and wasted everyone’s resources. It feels like nobody understands how badly I wanted this and how helpless I feel right now.
I honestly don’t know where my life is headed anymore.