This is just a rant or something idk, this is my first post I think but yeah
Lately I’ve been thinking of killing myself, even tried it by stabbing myself with a knife but I didn’t have enough will power to plunge it in. The reason why I wanna kms is I think I’m a bad friend, I wouldn’t call myself funny I’m more cruel with jokes (most of my friend group kinda makes jokes about other friends) and my friends make jokes about my height, weight etc. I feel like a punching bag not a friend, I also feel like I’m useless as I’m not good in any subject really the best one could be maths as I’m in top-middle. My porn addiction also brings me down as a pervert
I’m quite young in my teens so I don’t have much variety on kms, I’m looking for an easy mostly painless way of death rn