u/Downtown_Grape_1783

My surgery is scheduled for May 12th and i’m struggling. I honestly haven’t struggled with food as much in the last 6 months and have lost some weight on my own. I’m having a lot of second thoughts and haven’t been able to stick to my preop diet. I haven’t strayed far but some of the food is so bad to the point where i’d rather go hungry. This is the second time i’ve scheduled surgery and I didn’t go through with it the first time because I didn’t feel ready. I don’t want to wake up from surgery wondering what i’ve done. My biggest struggle mentally right now is wanting to be in control and not letting the food take over. Even with surgery, it still feels like the food is in control. Any advice?