u/Downtown_Sorbet9770

Hello guys. I had my abortion in November. The whole process-I don’t remember, but was successful. However I’m still getting thoughts pop up of the “what ifs” e.g what if I kept it… counting how many months pregnant I’d be. And my friends will randomly bring up “it’s weird to think you’ve been pregnant” and it’s still clearly such a sore topic for me. I’m just wondering, is this similar to anyone else? And how you cope?

I know it was definitely the right option at the time, it’s just a bit soul destroying. And I can’t help but feel guilty and ashamed