u/Dr_Pills

I hate my life. I have a girlfriend who lives on another continent, and there’s no real chance for us to build a life together. I’m with her because I’m afraid of being alone, because when I was alone my mental state was terrible. I hate my job because it’s fucking boring. I don’t even enjoy my hobbies anymore. I try to exercise regularly, but it bores me too, and I’m very average at it, which discourages me.

I feel like going somewhere on vacation and doing absolutely nothing — that’s all I want. But I’m afraid of my girlfriend accusing me of using my vacation days not for a trip together with her.