DID I JUST MANIFESTED A BREAKUP ?
So I am 20F dating 21M. YOU know that friends-to-lovers situation, that's what happened to us, coming back to the story. i am a neet aspirant {2ND DROPPER}, and he gave only JEE so 15 days before my exam i was praying, and i told god that this guy isn't treating me right. So, mera breakup kara do agle mai uska toxic behaviour highlight kar deti hu ki kese vo baat nahi karta jub karta hai toh ekdum cold mai thak gayi hu iss sub se toh vo mere ko akad mein bol deta hai ki mai toh tere pr cheat kara tha mene usko block kar diya. And mind you ki all this is happening before the most important exam of my life. Fast forward to after neet on 12th MAY mere ussey baat wapis start hue aur usne bola ki vo MAZAK kar raha tha mene bhi maan liya and indeed he was joking about cheating on me.Abh hum parso shaam ko miley aur mene ussey uska phone manga usne de diya toh mene socha ki let me check the chats with his friends humarey break up ki timeline ki and i found out ki jub uske dost n usey bolaki neet k baad kar leta itni bhi kya jaldi thee toh vo bolta hai ki usko apna carreer bhi toh dekhna haii issliye usne jo kiya vo sahi hai aur vo abh jub duabra baat karenge toh vo patch up se mana kar dega. aur abh mujhe lagra hai ki he is not serious about me aur isko mere feelings ki kadr nahi hai. Mera 3rd May ka mock test bohat mess up ho gaya tha, is haramzade ki wajah se. Abh, we're dating again, but i am not sure about it aisa lagra ki ye mera exam pass aate hee fir koi harkat kar dega.