u/DragonfruitWide8

I'm M20, I've literally grown up side by side with this girl, born a month apart and for as long as I can remember I have always loved her, sometimes as just a sister from another mother and sometimes more, all I know is that I couldn't live life without her, even if I don't speak to her for months because we have different lives now, if I lost that connection, I think that would be the final coffin in this fuckass life I've had, she's been by my side for my best days and my worst. And I always believe that we will be strong, that no matter the distance we will never lose that love that's there but I get scared, I have bad dreams that doesn't happen, I can't let it happen.

What do I do.....