I have loved you for years
I hate that now that you and her arent happy. Now that you picked her over me. Now that that Rainbow sunshine and happiness turned into an endless storm. Suddenly you remembered how much I have loved you. Youre not the malicious type, you didnt come up with this devious plan to want me back in. You didnt intend for any of these events to happen. You are just a fucking idiot. A straight up Moron. I can not express to you the levels of simpleton you can reach. Thats what hurts me the most. All these things you do arent out of malice or hate, yet i wish they were. I wish you were deviant enough to hurt me like this-- that way I know it was out of bad intentions. That would have been better than knowing you are kind and sweet, just seriously stupid and made many mistakes that JUST now youre realizing how bad they were.
I have loved you for years. For YEARS. You were supposed to be MY idiot. MY moron. MY sweetness.