Sp manifestation
I don't if anyone read this but i really want to share so i was in relationship with my sp for 6 years and because of my inner trauma things i messed up my relationship with him and he broke up with me.
Now i don't blame him cause i used to look at myself in most disgust way, didn't used to acknowledge my efforts and always used to blame myself for making everything wrong in short i was in my negative energy all the time.
"Everyone is you pushed out" right ? So back in January 2026 my Sp posted his engagement on my bd ( cruel Ik )
Then i was devastated for week like didn't know what's happening at all but suddenly one day when i pushed myself for volunteering work i got thought of manifesting him back i don't know how i don't know why i just knew i had to manifest him back.
Also the engagement was forced by his father so one thing he confirmed through common friend was he still loves me and will never stop loving me.
Then i started my manifesting journey also i used to believe in it for quite a long time but didn't go all in but i decided to go all this time. I read Neville i read dr Murphy and I listened to podcast.
I woke up one day started to live in the end i started to cook like his wife i started to groom myself i started to make myself happy and clean the house ( used be so filthy in my past identity)
In short i changed my identity i shifted my energy and worked on inner self and rather to look at 3d i started to live from 4d where i am already his wife.
Now one thing i know is idk if he'll come back or not but i know for certain that this manifestation journey has given me myself back with whom i am truly happy and thriving. I changed to my higher self and i feel detached from outcome too.
I always tell myself that my Sp is addition to my happiness not the reason for my happiness.
Yes right now 3d may not look nice but Ik he's the one i am going to end up with.