u/DramaticCandy5702

Recently I was hanging out with my girlfriend her and I have now been together for a total of 6 months and were talking for 3 months previous to when we got together. A couple nights back we were hanging out at my place and I got the idea to search up a video on my phone and when I opened safari I had porn in my previous search bar. I want to say previous to this happening we did have a conversation about masturbating and the conversation only became weird after I didn’t explain what kind of porn I watch. But, now I’m realizing how much the fact I watch porn affects her and I’m trying to find a way to work on things with her. I don’t have any addiction or problems towards porn in any way it’s just something I’ll do and it hasn’t been something that has crossed my mind as being a conversation that we should have together. I’m now coming to the understand that this is a big deal and should’ve been something that boundaries and communication needed to be put into place. We have been silent on talk and text recently and things have been completely off between the two of us which I expected was going to be an outcome of my stupidity. Now I don’t know how to tread on this subject without breaking her trust any more and I’m dealing with the fact is this relationship is going to work out any longer. I was hoping that somehow with us being a bit new that I’d be able to fix these problems now and give transparency but she has not been even open to talking to me since. I just need help on if I got a chance on making this work or not. And if I do what can I do to make things better?