u/Dramatic_Banana9218

hello!

perhaps a dumb question, but i’m quite the anxious person and im seeking some reassurance here.

i have a geekbar (pulseX) and i am traveling internationally via icelandair. im pretty well-traveled, and i have already checked both tsa and icelandair regulations, and it seems perfectly fine for me to keep it in my carry on, but this is a school trip, and i don’t want to cause any trouble.

if there is any precaution i can take to ensure i don’t make these tsa agent’s job harder than it already is (lol), let me know :) happy to keep it in a sealed bag within my carry on like my makeup pouch or a ziploc if that will help. or just not take it whatsoever if it’s really that dangerous.

it should be noted that i am 18 (i know… sorry) and i am absolutely not going to be smoking on the plane. not that kind of jerk.

thank ya’ll ♥️

perhaps a question asked already, idk didn’t bother to check….. but!

i’ve been in this fandom since i was 10 and STILL haven’t finished all the logs, so what are yalls favorite scp-914 tests?

not series, im talking individual tests. we’re getting specific with this one 🙂‍↕️
example: i like 914-0141, from 014x in Part I. makes for a nice commentary on the appropriation of cultural symbols. thought it was neat.

link to the 914 experiment hub attached ^^

not my article, but a dude on a discord server i’m in shared it with us yesterday, wrote it himself. i love computer-based scps, and its pretty simple, but i think it’s solid :3

show him some love/feedback! or don’t. but give it a read ^^

prepping as we speak, womp womp.

i’m an 18y/o female, i have my first colonoscopy (+ endo) tommorow at 10am. i can’t remember the last time i felt “good” about my bowel movements; constant, CONSTANT constipation, i’m talking a week or longer frequently. blood in stool and on toilet paper. appetite GONE, im supposed to weigh 120, i weigh a good 108 now. ive been living in fear of my intestines and stomach. at this point, the only thing that works reliably is senna or magnesium liquid laxatives :(

and what sucks the most is that its all probably just one big fucked-up byproduct of some crappy mental health. i do love living, and i have such a fortunate life with a wonderful family and a stable home, but i have severe clinical depression i’ve struggled with for just under a decade, and this past year has just been abysmally bad.

ive known for awhile that my physical health has been tanking recently (i even had lyme disease there for a bit through sheer force of unluckiness, that REALLY sucked), but as i’m drinking this whole gallon of liquid chalk, its really beginning to hit me just how bad its gotten.

i’m a good student, and ive had to miss so much of my senior year. i was supposed to go to a university i loved, but had to rescind all my applications before a month-long inpatient psych admission. i love my family’s food, but can’t eat it without worry. i have electroconvulsive therapy triweekly (coming up on treatment #25), and can’t go to school on those days. i’ve missed so much.

so i hope tonight will treat me well 🤞
and i hope they find something fixable.
i have plenty of hope that it’ll get better, it just sucks so bad right now.

and my tummy hurts.

wish me luck :)