u/Dramatic_Cat8379

someone just fucking lovenme holy fuck

holy fuck holy fuck iwhat the fuck do i do

nah, i can't accept shit. im fucking tired cue the smiths just please please please let me get what i want. god knows it would be the first fucking time

former hiki i guess. but this regular degular normie life is fucked up. too much misery. id cry myself to sleep but my tears are literally dried up from sobbing all day. why do things have to be this way. i just wanna be loved. but im just a plaything for the reality overlords. i try and try to have a good life but everything just ends up proving to me that free will is an illusion. i feel so so terrible, i have this overwhelming feeling of needing to barf out my whole being. touching grass didn't remove the loneliness for me, no. i don't think anything will atp. idk what i did ti deserve any of this. i really don't want this to be a discouraging post but i just really needed to vent im sorry