Cheap Hot Chocolate
They met when they were younger and wore fresher uniforms. Her in a new environment, life changing so fast her head was spinning, him stuck somewhere too small for his restlessness. He bought her a cheap hot chocolate. No fancy gesture, but it is a modern love story after all.
As the rain poured, slowly something grew. And as winter turned to spring and spring turned to summer, it bloomed. Somewhere between flights, airport terminals and cities I cant pronounce, they became each other’s home. At least for a while.
But they wanted different things from life. She simply wanted to be closer to home. He wanted something more, though he never quite knew what that was. They promised they’d make it work. Only one of them really meant it.
She chased stability. He chased late nights that blended into mornings and whatever distraction happened to be nearest. She focused on him with everything she had. He had one eye fixed on the future and the other looking backwards at a past he never managed to bury. She craved love, affection and trust. He craved escape. She wanted a home. He wanted an exit.
Maybe he was too young. Maybe she was too naive. Or maybe she just loved someone who wasn’t ready to be loved properly.
Either way, it ended in disaster.
And the cruel part was that the one who wanted to make it work, who wanted to be closer to home, who wanted to build a home, was left more alone than ever.
He found sunshine afterwards. Salt on his skin. New countries. New faces. New beginnings. Yet his shadow remained longer than any coastline an island could give him. No matter how far he travelled, he always seemed to arrive carrying the same things with him.
It is a love story, so there should be a happy ending.
And there is.
She found peace. She found love. She found happiness. She found home. The very things she had been searching for all along.
He found a single bed in a box room in a country that will never quite feel like his own. Cracked walls painted over so many times nobody remembers what caused them. And it’s funny really, he’s never been further from home while she’s managed to build one without him.
That’s where this love story ends.
Not with a wedding. Not with a reunion. Not with one last dramatic conversation that makes everything make sense.
Just a girl who got everything she deserved, and a boy who realised what he had only after it was gone.
It’s not a happy ending.
At least not for him.
If it upsets you, go make a mug of hot chocolate. After all it’s sometimes where a modern love story begins.