I'm not sure I'm a casual person and I don't know what to do
I'm 24F and I just completed my first year of university, celebrated my last weekend with my friends and dance mates, as I do perform in showcases and we party big after. That weekend I just finally had my first kiss and I also lost my virginity to a classmate of mine and it was amazing and it felt right when we ran into each other that night.
Now I have been talking to someone who is in my area for a few months now and its nothing really serious and he is the kind to be casual. Rather or not I had sex with my classmate I had a feeling I was potentially going to lose it to the one I'm talking to. Our texting is very minimal and its always sexual and I do find him attractive and all and was actually pretty excited to go back home an see him and hang out(he feels the same) but since my night with my classmate, he is all I can think about and be excited about!!
The two days after my night with my classmate, the one I'm talking to tried to get sexual while I was in bed and he was sending pictures of himself and I said I had company which I did, I slepted over my friends as well and I wasn't in the mood and he wanted me to go to the bathroom but all I could think about is my classmate and I said nah.
He tried this again while I was getting ready for bed later that night and I texted him and tried to be as honest as possible, I said "I would but, I'm heading to bed, I will be honest I has sex with someone the night before and my head is not in the right place"
He said that's okay and I tried to go more deeper that I was gonna wait till I got back to give myself to him (He does not know I don't have any sexual experience, he kinds judged me when i told him I never gave head before, so I ain't told him I never in general" and it was already established weeks ago that he didn't care that I go out and hook up with other people as he will do the same. He said he was fine with me doing my thing and that it was cute I was gonna wait till I got back and said that his area(dih) is always available to me. After that he still tried to continue and i just went straight to bed no lie.
Now every time I see his name pop up, hm i don't know, I used to be excited but now I'm excited for the one I gave myself to, my classmate and I really wanna get to know him more and hang out as my time with him was really great and I felt good, someone i was crushing on for a little bit and had a full circle moment.
Anyways I don't know what to do guys, if you need clarification on anything or more details, please let me know and also what should I do!!!