I showered… after [redacted] days!!
It comes down to a lot of little things with me about the shower.. the texture of the floor, the cleanliness, the lack of a clean towel, the urge to stay in bed for 48 hours on my two off days.. but after ~a lot of days~ at 2am i jumped in the shower with no plan, and scrubbed every extremity. I didn’t focus on the texture on my feet or stress on what happens after. I just got clean and i feel so much better. I was so paranoid about my smell and my appearance because i work in a high end place, but i couldn’t get myself to get in. But after an hour shift and a lemon drop martini with the crew, i went home and i did it! I’m so proud of myself! If you want, share something about your day or if you feel inclined, tell me good job. I could really use it ♥️