u/DrawingLateAtNight00

I feel a deep insecure feeling that sometimes comes. When I talk to friends it almost feels like they think "Why would they wanna be close with me anyway? It's been three years and she still doesn't have much friends". This feeling makes it impossible to get close with others. It also apply to opposite sex. When I began to like a guy I feel like he wouldn't want someone this alone. Is it true? People actually withdrawal from loners? I don’t see there's something fundementally wrong with me. The reason I don’t have much friends is there's so little people that share common interests as me in where I live. But I gotta get rid of this insecurity. Can someone help me?