
Hardly game over - pink please
Taking his place on the throne, the King crowned his golden girl his queen.
I, on the other hand, was granted two choices—retire from court with a hefty fortune or be his kept mistress in the dark.
Choosing neither, I hung myself on the clothesline right outside the laundress quarters.
I had been sent back twenty years in time, tasked by the System to conquer four targets. I’d just blown the last target and my final chance to complete the quest.
The System notified me that following the death of my flesh, my consciousness would return to the modern world, back to the arms of my family.
Just as I closed my eyes, the desperate cries of my name caught my attention.
Chapter 1
I grabbed the sturdiest belt by the washbasin, tied it into a silly bow, and hung myself from the clothesline.
Fearing my first attempt wasn’t lethal enough, I added another knot for good measure.
The System promised that if I died in this body within seven days, I’d be granted three months back in my original world to be with my family.
With zero attachment to this world, I kicked the stool under my feet.
The noose cinched tight, cutting the air off my lungs.
In my hazy, bloodshot vision, memories of this world played before my eyes like scenes from a movie.
I was a transmigrator from another world. By conquering any of the four male targets, I could get my life back, where I had died in a car crash.
The targets assigned to me by the System were great catches, all heroes in their own right. However, thanks to the heroine, they hated my guts and saw me as a sworn enemy.
Now that I’d failed the mission, the only way out was death. At least, these men would be free of me, too.
As I closed my eyes, someone screamed my name.
After a violent coughing fit, a hand grabbed my chin.
A devastatingly gorgeous face loomed over me, complete with the familiar teardrop mole at the corner of his eye.
“Lucian?”
Remorse washed over me the moment the name left my lips.
Lucian Baler was no longer my fragile crybaby of a protégé.
Sure enough, Lucian recoiled in disgust when I spoke his name.
“Watch your tongue. My name isn’t yours to speak.”
The man in a red robe was the youngest High Chancellor in the kingdom and one of my four targets.
Back then, I had been living on the streets before House Thornfield came for me.
On a rainy day, I stumbled upon a boy on the brink of starvation.
The only food I had was half a piece of bread, and I gave it to him. Since then, the boy clung to me like a shadow, and I couldn’t get rid of him.
He was once a sheltered young heir of a noble lineage until his family was slaughtered under false charges.
Sure, I was down on my luck. At least, I’d had proper modern-day education and read my fair share of history books.
I took Lucian as my protégé, teaching him to lie low and practice patience.
On nights he stirred awake from nightmares, I’d simply make him a nice hot pie.
Under my guidance, Lucian grew into an extraordinary young man. Step by step, he climbed the ranks and eventually cleared his family’s name.
I was his teacher and family.
Back then, I believed we’d look out for one another like a real family.
That all changed a year ago, in early summer, on the very night I was to be betrothed to the then Crown Prince.
Tara Thornfield—the adopted daughter of House Thornfield who had stolen my life for sixteen years—was kidnapped by bandits and never seen again.
With her dying breath, her maid swore that it had been my doing—that I had led her into the wild and abandoned her there.
Everyone was convinced that I had killed her.
My own brother crippled my hands and cast me out.
The Crown Prince, my supposed soulmate, broke our engagement and threw me into the laundress quarters to serve as his secret, disgraced chambermaid.
Lucian, the protégé I raised to be a High Chancellor, paid the servants to make my life hell every day.
Now that Tara was back, the King was making her Queen. The System declared that I’d lost my last target and blown the mission. I needed to get out of the world right away.
As I hung my head low in silence, Lucian somehow became annoyed.
“Are you trying to kill yourself?
“His Majesty’s heart has always belonged to Tara. They are celebrated as a perfect pair. Do you think they care whether you live or die?
“Save me the act. You make me sick!”
I thought my heart would break at the same old insult.
However, the mission was over, and I was going home. For once, I cut the tongue-lashing and nodded in agreement.
“You’re right.
“No one cares about my life, so leave me alone. I’m pressed for time.”
Before Lucian could do anything, I slammed headfirst into a nearby bronze basin.
Chapter 2
It wasn’t the gruesome bloodbath I had braced for.
Putting his hand out, Lucian shielded my head from the collision.
His fair, long fingers were gashed by the bronze, and blood seeped through the skin.
I remembered the days when I kept us fed by selling pies. I wouldn’t even let him gather wood, all to keep his hands for writing.
Yet, he cared little for his livelihood.
The rage in Lucian’s eyes threatened to burst out.
“What has gotten into you, Lyra Thornfield?
“Your sad little suicide stunt isn’t going to make up for what you did to Tara.
“So, save it!”
I smiled bitterly to myself.
“So why are you stopping me? Isn’t it better if I pay for your beloved Tara with my life?”
Julian’s expression tightened with unease.
“I-I just can’t allow you to die today. It’s the day Tara becomes Queen. Your death will reflect badly on her.”
I was lost for words. That was rather thoughtful of Lucian.
Lucian had only known Tara for four years, not even half the time he and I had spent together. Yet, Tara was already a sister to him.
With Lucian getting in the way, I would struggle to end my life.
Turning on my heel, I retrieved the coins gifted by the King.
“His Majesty has granted my release from the palace. You may leave, my Lord.”
I sauntered out. Instead of going our separate ways, he trailed behind me.
“You’re always up to something. For all I know, you might come between His Majesty and Tara. It’s my duty as the High Chancellor to keep you under my watch.
“At the very least, I must ensure that you stay with House Thornfield.
My footsteps came to a halt.
House Thornfield…
That was my home in this quest world.
They were the family I shared a bloodline with.
However, my time with them lasted two brief years, barely a shadow of Tara’s childhood.
I was an unwelcome presence in House Thornfield, the one who had almost killed the adopted child they loved above all.
For a minute there, I thought I would never go back to them.
However, the manor was a good place to get away from Lucian.
It held the one person who hated me the most—my brother, Commander Sylas Thornfield.
I stepped into the manor to find the servants cleaning Tara’s chambers.
Next door, my chamber door stayed shut, the lock covered in a thick layer of dust.
Sitting in the gazebo, Sylas hunched over tallow candles and worked late into the night to craft a bow of polished bone.
If I wasn’t mistaken, Tara had always shown a keen interest in archery, and Sylas wasn’t one to let her down.
Sylas scoffed at the sound of my footsteps and lifted the unfinished bow to fire an arrow.
The arrow, aimed at my face, landed right at the tips of my boots.
“Who permitted you to enter? I told you that you are not welcome here.”
I smiled wryly, my mind wandering to the time I was first brought home. Sylas stared at my calloused hands in heartbroken tears.
“Fear not, Lyra. You’re home. You have me now, and I will keep you from harm. You don’t have to put yourself through so much now.”
On the surface, Tara kept the sweet act of a sister, but the next minute, she’d jump into the icy lake, accusing me of pushing her.
Without hesitation, Sylas pulled Tara out of the water and turned to me, his eyes full of blame.
“Lyra, Tara is my sister too.”
When Tara went missing, Sylas threw me into a cell and slashed my wrists, demanding her whereabouts.
It was once my dream to master the family’s swordsmanship, but I was left a cripple, never to lift a blade again.
I couldn’t even defend myself during the beatings at the palace.
Observing Sylas’ attitude, Lucian became hesitant.
“Commander, she tried to take her life twice at the laundress quarters today…”
The disdain on Sylas’ face grew.
“And you believe her, Chancellor?
“You, of all people, should know her. You won’t find another woman as cunning as her in the kingdom.
“She’s not afraid to risk her life to gain an edge.”
Convinced, Lucian nodded with a wry grin.
“You are right. I was careless to forget the kind of person she is.”
Sylas secured the last piece of attachment to the bow before getting up. He was due at the palace to celebrate Tara’s consecration as Queen.
He gave me a look of disgust.
“You are permitted to stay for one night. I want you out by tomorrow. I won’t have Tara’s joy soured by your presence—”
Before Sylas could finish, I lunged for the arrow on the ground.
I plunged the sharp tip into my chest.
Color drained from Sylas’ face.
Chapter 3
“Are you trying to get yourself killed, Lyra?
“The arrows of our House are dipped in venom. You know that!”
Of course, I did. The poison arrows were Tara’s idea. According to her, our soldiers could inflict better damage on enemies. even when they missed their marks.
I voiced my objections, concerned that the plan could backfire on our men.
Sylas retorted in annoyance, “Our men are trained, not fools who would hurt themselves. Lyra, you don’t have the grit of this House, unlike Tara.”
Now, this poison arrow could very well facilitate my departure from this world.
Tossing the bone bow aside, Sylas sprinted toward me and tore the fabric from my shoulder.
He pressed his lips against my wound, drawing out the venom.
It took three long pulls for my blood to be cleared of poison. By then, Sylas’ complexion was pale.
He screamed for the antidote and forced the liquid down my throat.
Following my refusal to swallow, Sylas smacked me hard in exasperation.
“How much longer are you going to keep this up?
“Don’t you get it? His Majesty feels nothing for you. If he did, he would’ve named you his Queen, not kept you as a laundress and chambermaid.
“You chose to take the coins and leave the palace, so show some dignity to live. Don’t disgrace the honor of our House!”
I burst out laughing.
“Honor? Where was your honor when you crippled me for no crime at all?”
Sylas was at a loss.
Then came the frantic thuds of hooves outside the door.
The King’s Royal Guards stormed the gates.
“By order of the King, Lyra is to be captured and brought back to the palace.
“Her Majesty the Queen is missing again.”
All matters related to Tara put Sylas and Lucian on edge. They grabbed my arms, one on each side.
“I see. What did you do to Tara now? This fake suicide of yours is just a distraction to cover your tracks.”
I was stunned, unable to believe that Tara would keep up with the disappearing act.
It was my chance to escape.
Their obsession with Tara had reached the point of madness. For all I knew, they might kill me to keep her safe.
Without a word, I let them escort me back to the palace.
Leon Lionheart, the King, narrowed his eyes at the blood on my shoulder.
Sylas explained, “Don’t be deceived, Your Majesty. She pretended to kill herself. That was all.”
Leon nodded before putting his hands around my neck.
“Where have you hidden Tara?”
Looking up, I met the gaze of the man I’d shared so many nights with. His eyes were filled with deep resentment.
His mind drifted to the time we first met.
During the struggle for the crown, Leon was hunted relentlessly by rival heirs.
Risking my life, I drew his pursuers away.
I later snuck back and offered myself to help him get rid of aphrodisiac effects.
When Leon came to, he learned that I had been rejected by my fiancé and shamed before the whole city.
He promised he would make things right. Once he took the throne, I would be his Queen.
However, that changed when Tara came into the picture.
Leon compared Tara’s brilliance to the sun while I was a mere flickering firefly next to her.
When news came of Tara’s disappearance, Leon lost his cool for the first time and led his army against the bandits, heedless of royal disapproval.
Despite my denial of involvement, Leon was dead set on breaking the engagement.
Back then, he looked at me in callousness, declaring that I was unfit to be his bride as I had lost my virtue to him before marriage.
From that point on, I was nothing but a shamed laundress, at the mercy of his desires every night.
Obsessed with avenging Tara, he was rough in bed and caused me to lose a child.
Leon sneered at my silence. Releasing his grip on me, I fell to the floor.
He ordered the servants to fetch a set of bloodied torture devices—the very same ones he used to break his political rivals.
In his mind, I might as well have been one of his enemies.
“You know the pain these instruments can inflict. Just tell me where Tara is, or I won’t show you mercy.”
I shivered all over.
The only thing on my mind was leaving the world, but I’d rather go without agony.
My fear of pain was no secret to Leon.
Mistaking my behavior for defiance, Leon commanded Sylas and Lucian to pin me down while he carried out the punishment.
“These tools were last used on the Duke of Yves. They are not lethal, but they will make you wish you were dead.
“Even the tough duke confessed his deepest shame. How long do you think you can last until you break?”
As the iron tore into my flesh, I let out a blood-curdling scream.
Sweat broke across my skin in streams.
I couldn’t even stop my tears from falling.
A desperate plea escaped my lips.
“Please, just end me right now…”
Despite the flicker of hesitation in his eyes, Leon showed no signs of stopping.
“I’ll ask you one last time. Where is Tara?”
I was in so much pain that I started laughing.
“Tara? She stole my life for sixteen years. Of course, I killed her!
“She made it out alive the last time, so I had to finish the job.
“Well? Do you hate me now?
“Kill me and avenge her!”
Feeling the rush to his head, Leon grabbed his jeweled dagger and stabbed me hard in the abdomen.
Just as darkness swallowed my consciousness, Tara’s voice boomed.
“Your Majesty? Sylas? Lucian? It’s wonderful that all of you are here. I prepared a little surprise for you…”